lovely sembreak :)

This very short 12 days sembreak has so far been lovely. :)

Just came back from bbq+steamboat gathering with a few church members and had a wonderful time. So wonderful that I regret it. I over ate. T...T

Despite being bloated, all of us, we still found room in our tummy to have barbequed marshmallow. xD

Marshmallow is such a wonderful creation. You can eat it raw, roast it, bbq it, eat it with honey chocolate cheese and anything that you can think of. ahhhhh~~ i want somemore ><

oh my luck.

So today, I followed dad for hiking.

Then halfway going downhill, it started to pour.

And for the first time ever, I jogged continually.

downhill,

in the rain,

with my dad.

HOLIDAY!

After feeling like this for the whole semester, it finally ENDED.!!!!!!!! =DDDDD

12 days holiday starts NOW. woo hooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo`~~~~

but before that, SLEEP it is. =))

nights. =)

the story of March.

The picture that I said will be used for her obituary or memorial or something. Well, I'll use it for this blog post.

How she got her name is just real lame. She came in March as my brother's 10 year old birthday present. Hence the name March.

She left after 14 years. Had a good life I reckon. =) Having a mix of sad and happy feeling now. hmm.. till we meet again someday, <3

of chinese opera and pansori

Somehow, I ended up watching chinese opera on youtube instead of finishing my homework. When I was small, I used ot find chinese opera so the annoying. But after finally sitting down and watching it on tv, I came to learn how to enjoy it =)

Then of watching too much korean dramas and documentaries, I learned about Pansori, some korean cultural art. I guess it's something like the Chinese Opera but in a different language and form. Don't understand what they're singing/chanting but I get goosebumps. So youtube it was for pansori~

all in all, ME LUB YOUTUBEEE!

-lonely & lonely-

寂寞不是身边没人在，而是身边很多人，却没人为你停留。

自己一的人的感觉，是孤单。

又寂寞又孤单，应该是可悲了吧。

I miss the washing machine. T^T

so some smartbackside took the washing room's key and didn't put it back, which resulted in me having to hand wash my whole week punya baju.

I no like you! I no like my hand getting soaked in soap. gah! later hand not smoothhhhhhh. whyyyyyyyyyy.

I need washing machine. gah!

Finally sien with driving.

So fed up of driving around. So tiring. Shall drive less =)

McD-ing

At McD Kepong with miss K where she broke the chair and where I still haven't finish doing the darn door. gah gah gah!

DIE LOR>..<

I suddenly miss Finance =.=

Interior Design is harder than I thought it would be. gah! endless homework. celaka. bzzz bzzz bzzz.

THEN WHY NO MORE SMURRFFFFFF???? I wanted happy meal ge lor, they come with smurf ><

Changes.

What are you afraid of?

Don't know bout you, but if there's one thing that I am afraid of, and have yet to conquer, it must be change.

Often in life, I know I need to change, but I am to afraid to. To many what ifs, and maybes.

"What if, the change turns out to be worse?"

"Maybe it is better to stay where I am."

"What will people think?"

But now, I know, I HAVE to change. For the better or the worse. No change is definitely the paling horrible wan.

As they've always said, plan A don't work? Switch to plan B loh~ And therefore, I is switching to plan B. That is, to work hard.

.. okay la, I try okay? =)

Tanah yang aku takkan tumpah darahku.

As Malaysia likes to publicize itself, it is a multi-racial country, bla bla bla, they say it like we are the perfect country, when in fact, everybody is just tolerating one another. But hey, I'm not saying that other countries are better or what... but that is their story la, none of my business. As a Malaysian citizen, this is what I've observed. *disclaimer: I am not being racist.*

Our country practices cultural assimilation in response to demographic multi-ethnicity. Meaning that, you add race A,B,C and D, but A would be the official one/ main. If you are Malaysian, I think you get it.

And people have long have a problem with that. Especially the Chinese and Indians. They say, it's not fair to favor one particular group just cause they came and steal the land and claim that they are the bumiputeras. I won't deny being part of these people. See, I so honest =D

However, I've come to the realisation that it all boils down to one word: GREED.

They want more for themselves, so they point fingers at the bumiputeras and shout IT AIN'T FAIR!!!

You know, I used to think that if the PM were to be a Chinese or even Indian, our country would have been so much better. *ahemsingaporeahem*

But IF, I'm saying IF, the PM is really Chinese/ Indian, can we still live this peacefully or tolerating-ly?

As a Chinese, I know that we Chinese are very selfish, so if the PM is a Chinese, I'm quite sure that all the new laws passed would only favor the Chinese, and it would be a very Chinese-biased country. Maybe far worse than our current state. Then, wouldn't it create even worse racial problems?

And then the politics scene would be even more like monkey business? No? Cause even now, the politicians like to "racial-ise" everything already.

And what if, what if, we become like China, where even the meat is made of banboo? I no wan lor..

So yes, for the first time ever, I'm telling you, I like Malaysia just the way it is, despite it's flaws. *Bruno Mars's Just the way you are pops into mind =.=*

P for Procrastination.

Being me, I procrastinate alot, so much so that it affects my homework and productivity. Heck, because I procrastinate so much, I did badly during exams. But then, again, being me, I never learn. =____=

Now, being almost an adult, I find this very bad habit of mine, very hard to change, but I want to change it, and YES I CAN! and therefore, I SHALL!

Off to drawing it is~!

Stubbornness.

Some stranger asked for directions, I gave him the directions, but he refused to accept it, insisting that there's another way. Like hello, so smart, you won't be here asking directions lah =___=

Then it struck me. Often in life, I have been very stubborn, probably still am. People tell me don't do it, I still want to. Take the latest, the purchase of the Beats headphone. Less than one month into it, I sien with the headphones d.

Often, we as children, we refuse to accept what our parents tell us, what our teachers, our elders tell us, cause we think we're very smart, or that they're too old to know anything.

But these days, I try to listen to them, cause they proved they were right many times. So yes, dont' be such a donkey.

Being stubborn =/= determined.

Thoughts: Parents.

Was walking around the mall and spotted this young girl, closing her eyes, holding her father's hand and walking. I heard her telling her dad that she trusts him and she's closing her eyes to walk. And for the first time, I find kids so sweet =)

Friends, appreciate your parents, they won't be with you forever whether you like it or not. And parents, no matter "good" or "bad" will always be bonded to you by blood, and well, as I think of it, better to have parents that you dislike and complain about than not having any at all.

If you so happen like your parents and find them very cool like I do, good for you! Appreciate them even more. Yes, even if they're weird. Who says you're normal anyways? =P

Thoughts: gender equality.

While taking the lrt/bus back to Taiping this weekend, the thought of gender equality popped up, no thanks to one of the classmates that keep repeating the phrase.

So actually, WHAT, does gender equality means?

I never thought about it much, but I believe that there will never be gender equality. Unless guys can give birth, and girls can err... make guys pregnant? =___=

However, I do believe that we have equal rights to live as a human. In the olden days, and even now, girls were made to believe that they are not worthy to live as much as the guys are. They were considered a disgrace to the family in some parts of the world. Heck, they were even killed just because they are, a girl.

But fortunately, with the human race being more "civil", girls in most parts of the world have the equal right to live as the guys. They are not killed as soon as they're born. Well, not as often as they do anyway.

And I am grateful that I'm born in this era, where I have the right to live, and am given the right to make choices. Yes, sometimes, I was treated unfairly just because I'm a girl, but I do believe that someday, both the genders will live with equal rights.

I still don't believe in gender equality in the sense that girls can do what the guys do and vice versa.

Woman these days, they tend to want to take charge. In the work force, I'd say it's still alright. But in a family? I don't think that's right.

The Bible, yes, you may faint. I do read the Bible.

The Bible clearly states that the man is the head of the family, and therefore, the woman should respect their husband. And husbands, the Bible also states that you need to love your wife like you love yourself =)

People always say that girls were treated unfairly, but I think guys were treated unfairly too. In fashion sense, you wouldn't even frown or take another look if a woman were to wear pants these days will you? But if a guy wears a skirt, I'm sure at least 80% of the people will still frown, stare and STAREEEEEE.

And of course, there are other areas too, but well, discover that yourself. =D

so long~~

and yes, after re-reading it, I find it without any main point. oh well. feel free to hit the search button on Google.